A Simple Switch
The Ace of Wand appeared in my thoughts. A New Beginning approaching, I’m not sure what to do. My heart raced, anxiety took over; I felt my demon making his grand entrances. It’s playtime with my friend. Once again.
“A new beginning, are you sure you’re ready?” My demon said,
“Let’s be honest. You’re not. You should stay right here till the very end,” “What you can do, you will never get done.”
“You will be a fool to think greatness will come.”
“You’re lost and confused and don’t know what to do.”
“You think you can be great? HA!” he laughed in my face.
I never like my friend; how he treats me makes me feel weak. I never saw my demon; I always know when he creeps around me. I picture him hovering over me and whisper in my ear. My beast is Lucifer himself, I think.
I sighed and cried, I’m sick of this game. Whenever a Beginning approaches me, I always throw it away. I’m sick of this mindset; it’s time to move forward.
I asked my Father so many times, with one word, “Help!”
“Strip the ego and wash it away.”
“Behold, I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come into him and dine with him, and he with Me.” Revelation 3:20
“Put your trust in me so that I can pave the way.”
I cried some more, pretending I don’t know what to do.
The Spirits know that’s not true.
From the dreams, vision, and meditation, I have all the clues.
The hawk came to me with a quick message I need “Your awareness is very keen.”
My Angel appeared with clear words; she said to me, “Keep working and healing, we are happy for you. You might not see it now, but a blessing is approaching soon. Be prepared, be ready.”
I cried harder and told them they are too kind. My heartache and wonder, do I deserve this kind of light. I look at my Angel with gratitude and life. “saying thank you is not enough now.”
“Believe in yourself, that is all you need to do.”
Tear fall down my face, I closed my eyes and smile. My demon gave me a disgusted frown. He knows he’s losing his power over me.
I shift my perspective I saw thing changes.
Life feels different, trusting an Angel instead of a Demon.
